This is how I could sound in 2004. With samples spanning decades of different music with a slant towards jazz, still just under two minutes of playing time.
Suecae sounds - Way up high
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Music and life
The EP is finiched now. The tracklist is finiched and the mastering is ok. Earlier I wrote on this blog that the release was going to be for the yet-to be started netlabel Mephtik. Although they have to listen to the material, it seems that I have done what I can. Now I just need to give them the waves and then wait for their reaction. And then you and I will have to wait some more since I was planned in for their fourth release.
It actually feels good that the music itself is finiched. Even though it will take some time before it's out. But that does not mean that I can't continue with more musical projects.
Personally I have had three days of lessened activity and quietness. I should have worked but I felt that I had to slow down. The heartache is there, and I still feel very sad over everything that relates to J. I miss her. And I feel like I am keeping the lid on for people to not see how deep the sadness goes. There, I said (or wrote) it.
It actually feels good that the music itself is finiched. Even though it will take some time before it's out. But that does not mean that I can't continue with more musical projects.
Personally I have had three days of lessened activity and quietness. I should have worked but I felt that I had to slow down. The heartache is there, and I still feel very sad over everything that relates to J. I miss her. And I feel like I am keeping the lid on for people to not see how deep the sadness goes. There, I said (or wrote) it.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Today I listen to
THINNER/AUTOPLATE's
Nulleins - Seven Spaces
A free mp3-album released in 2006 by the talented dub-techno artist Nulleins. The german label Thinner is heavily recomended by yours truly. Check it out.
Nulleins - Seven Spaces
A free mp3-album released in 2006 by the talented dub-techno artist Nulleins. The german label Thinner is heavily recomended by yours truly. Check it out.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Self Portrait
Self portrait using my Pentax DSLR.
"The wind caresses my face,
Gently follows the texture of my body wispering the truths of life,
Takes me in her arms,
Always on the way somewhere else."
"The wind caresses my face,
Gently follows the texture of my body wispering the truths of life,
Takes me in her arms,
Always on the way somewhere else."
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Stop running
I'm trying to stop run in my life. Running away from things, running into things. At least that's what I think about right now. My new medicines are making me very tired and feel very strange. It's probably in the side-effects.
I got publiched again on yelah.net:
"Det brinner igen i Paris"
About the riots in Paris in response to the election of Nicolas Sarkozy. A photographic reportage showcasing Nicolas Mortazavi's close work in the riots and about what caused them.
The editiorial people liked it, and I got warm responses.
I got publiched again on yelah.net:
"Det brinner igen i Paris"
About the riots in Paris in response to the election of Nicolas Sarkozy. A photographic reportage showcasing Nicolas Mortazavi's close work in the riots and about what caused them.
The editiorial people liked it, and I got warm responses.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
A new tree is coming
A new addition to my birch-series on Flickr. The series contains four photos by yours truly. Have a look.
Friday, May 04, 2007
Fleeting feelings
It was only a matter of time before I would feel like blogging would be some kind of burden. I now that there is only so few that bother to read my words any more. But then at times I am astounded that someone new contacts me, saying kind things of my music, photography or just reminding me that I am not alone in this world.
The last time has been intensivly hard to handle. My lips pay service to the everyday routines, but my mind has been nowhere near fine. "Everybody got issues", someone might say, but for the first time I feel that that does not diminich my feelings, that I all my life had to struggle to stay on top. That I had to keep a fort to fend of people whose only intent was to hurt me. My doctor does not see past the fort, does not see beyond the wall. And right now I write, but I do not feel. I've shut of the worst parts of my hurt, because I can not work othervise. I do not want to, but it is nevertheless the current situation.
He told me that he had people who were worse off. Whose body language told him that they had serious problems, that he did not feel those things in contact with me. :( I smiled and replied in a casual manner. As always. Afterwards, I walked around like a zombie trying not to crash. And now, I write, but still cannot really grasp what happened. Other then that I will start taking anti-depressants.
The last time has been intensivly hard to handle. My lips pay service to the everyday routines, but my mind has been nowhere near fine. "Everybody got issues", someone might say, but for the first time I feel that that does not diminich my feelings, that I all my life had to struggle to stay on top. That I had to keep a fort to fend of people whose only intent was to hurt me. My doctor does not see past the fort, does not see beyond the wall. And right now I write, but I do not feel. I've shut of the worst parts of my hurt, because I can not work othervise. I do not want to, but it is nevertheless the current situation.
He told me that he had people who were worse off. Whose body language told him that they had serious problems, that he did not feel those things in contact with me. :( I smiled and replied in a casual manner. As always. Afterwards, I walked around like a zombie trying not to crash. And now, I write, but still cannot really grasp what happened. Other then that I will start taking anti-depressants.
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